{"id":199,"date":"2017-04-20T12:52:00","date_gmt":"2017-04-20T12:52:00","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/rudymartinez.wtf\/stuff-and-nonsense\/2017\/04\/20\/dont-mind-me-im-just-babbling\/"},"modified":"2025-10-08T20:35:18","modified_gmt":"2025-10-08T20:35:18","slug":"dont-mind-me-im-just-babbling","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/rudymartinez.wtf\/stuff-and-nonsense\/2017\/04\/20\/dont-mind-me-im-just-babbling\/","title":{"rendered":"Don&#8217;t mind me, I&#8217;m just babbling"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Fours years of high school, eight semesters of English:<\/p>\n<p>B<br \/>D+<br \/>F<br \/>F<br \/>F<br \/>F<br \/>D<br \/>D+<\/p>\n<p>Summer school and night classes brought those Fs up to passing. Barely.<\/p>\n<p>Yet, my arrogant ass thinks I can write a thing and people will read it.<\/p>\n<p>At least seven of you are reading this. I take that as a fucking win.<\/p>\n<p>My point is simple: do the fucking thing you&#8217;re too afraid to try.<\/p>\n<p>Don&#8217;t ignore that voice in your head; make it your bitch.<\/p>\n<p>When that voice in your head starts to riddle you with doubt stop whatever it is you are doing and say, <i>go fuck yourself.<\/i>&nbsp;Sure, people will back away from you, but you&#8217;ll also feel better.<\/p>\n<p>Believe in yourself.<\/p>\n<p>If the the people in your life don&#8217;t believe in you, that&#8217;s okay. Don&#8217;t be a butthurt pussy about it. Just get on with doing your thing and they will come around.<\/p>\n<p>You will be pleasantly surprised at who ends up being your loudest cheerleader.<\/p>\n<p>When I was in HS I fell in love with Eric Clapton.<\/p>\n<p>I was 19 when the movie <a href=\"http:\/\/www.imdb.com\/title\/tt0102820\/?ref_=fn_tt_tt_4\" style=\"color: red;font-style: italic\" target=\"_blank\">Rush<\/a><i style=\"color: red\">&nbsp;<\/i>came out so&nbsp;I drove to Tower Records and bought the cassette because EC did the soundtrack. On the way home I got a flat. I pulled over, left it cranked and ended up a collapsed mess on the side of the road when <i>Tears In Heaven<\/i>&nbsp;came on.<\/p>\n<p>Nineteen was a brutal fucking year for me.<\/p>\n<p>Clapton carried me through a lot of it.<\/p>\n<p>Titty sprinkles!<\/p>\n<div style=\"height: 0;padding-bottom: 75.0%;position: relative\"><\/div>\n<p><\/p>\n<div style=\"text-align: center\"><a href=\"http:\/\/www.venganza.org\/\"><img decoding=\"async\" src=\"http:\/\/www.venganza.org\/wp-content\/uploads\/2007\/12\/proud.jpg\" \/><\/a><\/div>\n<div>Copyright 2022 Rudy Martinez <\/div>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Fours years of high school, eight semesters of English: BD+FFFFDD+ Summer school and night classes brought those Fs up to passing. Barely. Yet, my arrogant ass thinks I can write a thing and people will read it. At least seven of you are reading this. I take that as a fucking win. My point is [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_oxygen_hide_in_design_set":false,"_oxygen_tags":"","footnotes":""},"categories":[70,71],"tags":[121],"class_list":["post-199","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-clapton","category-high-school","tag-archive"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/rudymartinez.wtf\/stuff-and-nonsense\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/199","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/rudymartinez.wtf\/stuff-and-nonsense\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/rudymartinez.wtf\/stuff-and-nonsense\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/rudymartinez.wtf\/stuff-and-nonsense\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/rudymartinez.wtf\/stuff-and-nonsense\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=199"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/rudymartinez.wtf\/stuff-and-nonsense\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/199\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":331,"href":"https:\/\/rudymartinez.wtf\/stuff-and-nonsense\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/199\/revisions\/331"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/rudymartinez.wtf\/stuff-and-nonsense\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=199"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/rudymartinez.wtf\/stuff-and-nonsense\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=199"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/rudymartinez.wtf\/stuff-and-nonsense\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=199"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}